another petal.

So I painted this earlier.
looks better irl obviously.
No idea why I wanted to, but I did.
got home from the hospital and painted it.
Made me feel better.
Momma is okay.
I'll be okay.
Question is, will you be okay?
I hope so.
I feel like I've matured lately.
Whether it's too late or not, Idk.
I myself am at a crossroad.
I can continue to try.
Or I can give up.
But like the song by Evanescence, Lacrymosa :
"Life is too short a time to waste on giving up."
So bby, don't give up just yet.
I may not be forever, but Idk if I can lose you just yet..