WHAT WHAT; I KNIT SWEATERS YO.

to begin with, if you have no clue where the line "what what, i knit sweaters yo" comes from,
go to youtube and look up thug story.
besides that.
the migraines are back.
i've been eating normal.
sleeping more.
and still this horrific headaches occur.
maybe it's the crying and stress, but idk.
i've realized how much of a gemini I am.
i'm already growing bored of people that i used to not be able to live without.
that's what happens when you don't speak to me for a few weeks or so.
i passed everything, even spanish.
yeah, it's a D+
but if you didn't know, i failed almost every test.
skipped four days.
and didn't do well on the online stuff.
i think she was being gracious, as the whole class would've failed anyway.
but I did well in the other classes.
Two B's for my artsy classes and a C for info tech.
To say I'm ready for next semester is an understatement.
I feel dropped.
As if no one finds any importance in me anymore.
The first time in probably 3 years, I spent the night with a friend.
I don't remember having fun like that, even though I was stressed over things, in a long time.
and this friend, Alisha, I've only known for about five months.
it's sad that a friend I've only known for a short time talks and cares about me more than people I've known half of my life.
Julian is dating some girl in Florida.
yeah.
if you know the situation, you'll understand how that's upsetting.
Oh, and another friend told me he missed me and we should talk more, then when i try to talk to him, he ignored me.
great job.
I'm starting to hate people more and more.
and though I'm the biggest social butterfly that there is around here.
I'm finding myself more and more alone these days.
and i hate being alone.
I don't see why I bother.