forever never lasts.

watch me on DA yo.
it'll make me feel better.

You can say it's life.
It happens to everyone.
I'm not one to whine all the time.
At least I hope not.
But the past two weeks have been rather horrid.
One; single again.
& yes, I'm still taking it hard.
Two; my grandfather went to the hospital monday, just got out today.
He has diverticulosis & there's no doubt in my mind that if he had not gone to the hospital, he would've bled to death.
Three; transfer.
I'm not going back to Winthrop.
I can't afford it this year, so I'm trying to transfer to USC upstate.
I hope it'll be okay.
I haven't been near a computer in forever, so that's why the lack of update.
I've been crying for days now.
& I've already stated on the fb that I hated my life.
& I do.
2009 has been horrid to me.
It started with heartbreak, & it continues to give me more than I can handle.
Not only have I lost someone I had hoped to have a future with, but I also lost the place I thought I was going to make a future with.
The only good thing is that papa is okay.
& that my ex roomie and I defeated champions of norrath the day before we watched the last harry potter movie together.
Otherwise, my life sucks.