it's what i do best.
i've lost so much.
& gained so little.
i miss my old life.
but there is little i can do now.
jorjor is.. well.
idk what he is.
he's probably using me.
but idc much right now.
i more than likely deserve it anyway.
so wth not?
i miss a lot of people.
it's amazing how many stay in touch.
2 at the most.
i've been to the hospital for rib cage pain.
that was around a week or two weeks ago.
and i'm still having sharp pains.
but what do you care huh?
maybe at the end of this, i'll die.
don't worry about the funeral.
i won't tell.
oh. you know what would be nice?
a text message.
or maybe a message from msn.
something.
thanks for checking on me.
not like i care what you care about anymore.
forget i existed apparently.
thanks.
whatever.