50,000 tears i've cried.
it's what i do best.
i've lost so much.
& gained so little.
i miss my old life.
but there is little i can do now.
jorjor is.. well.
idk what he is.
he's probably using me.
but idc much right now.
i more than likely deserve it anyway.
so wth not?
i miss a lot of people.
it's amazing how many stay in touch.
2 at the most.
i've been to the hospital for rib cage pain.
that was around a week or two weeks ago.
and i'm still having sharp pains.
but what do you care huh?
maybe at the end of this, i'll die.
don't worry about the funeral.
i won't tell.
oh. you know what would be nice?
a text message.
or maybe a message from msn.
something.
a text message.
or maybe a message from msn.
something.
thanks for checking on me.
not like i care what you care about anymore.
forget i existed apparently.
not like i care what you care about anymore.
forget i existed apparently.
thanks.
whatever.
whatever.
posted by aoxor chan! ♥ @ 11:17 AM
2 Comments:
When did all this happen?!?!
I know I haven't talked to you in awhile but I didn't know it's been that long!
I had no idea you were in the hospital, or had anyway to write you, my phone is pretty much dead, so I need to get a new one! I apologize if it seemed like it was ignoring you, but I wasn't haha oh jeez well.....
Phones are the bane of existence apparently.
Though I know how you feel about the whole hospital thing, I was in the hospital too!
YOU SHOULD update your blog more often! Jeez loweeze, I had no idea I figured I just drop you a message when ever I got my new phone or something.
A THOUSAND pardons on my part!
Life is just full of wonders isn't it?
it's been a month since you've talked to me.
couldn't update my blog when i didn't have internet.
friday was the first time i've gotten since i've been here.
which was a month ago.
so excuse the lack of updates.
you still couldn't sent me a message on msn or something.
you don't know how upset i've been.
i was in the hospital because of my ribcage.
still don't know what's wrong with it.
it's not as bad anymore, but i've been having extremely sharp pains when i move or bend or breathe too heavily.
worst pain of my life.
first time it happened i almost fell in the floor.
just wanted to cry most of the time.
GET YOUR NEW PHONE NOW!
it's not like you can't afford it sweetcheeks.
you should've tried harder.
you know how hard i take things.
try not hearing from someone for a month when it's all you want.
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