lying on the floor, surrounded surrounded.

My anger is inexcusable.
It's useless to apologize, so I won't.
I wouldn't want my words to fall upon deaf ears.
I was hasty, yes.
But I have my reasons.
I'm over emotional, as most of everyone knows.
so now, you don't have to deal with it, or at least some people don't have to.
I'm more than likely moving..
St Stephens outside Charleston.
That's around 3 hours from here.
Cry?
I promise a lot of tears.
Angry?
Just a few blow ups here and there.
Sadness?
A good bit of it.
I'm leaving behind one of my first families.
My friends.
I already lost my family at college since I couldn't get into Winthrop.
USC is looking grim as the deadline is Wednesday and they haven't even processed me yet.
And now, I have to leave behind what makes me myself, & start over.
fml I guess.
I hate 2009.
I should've said no to everyone this year.
No dating.
No giving up.
Should've tried harder.