total three sixty?

So this is weird for me.
but not really.
so the stuff with JD.
He said it was impulse.
Whatever.
That'll always be a dead end.
But what about Sherry now?
Well, theres this guy.
oh yea.
dark chocolate.
tall.
handsome.
utterly amazing.
has one of those scruffy voices that I like.
& I'm starting to like him a lot.
I'm scared.
beyond scared.
why would an utterly gorgeous male who could have any female he wanted want me?
gosh.
I'm attracting a large hodgepodge of guys aren't I?
if there was ever time I wanted to be happy, it's right now.
I'm leaving for st Stephens in the morning to live with my aunt in a while.
& I'll hopefully get to see him since he lives in Charleston.
gosh.
speechless doesn't begin to cover it.
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