that's a kick.

I AM HYPED.

no joke.

I'm not sure why.

but perhaps it's what was in my glass earlier.

i'd tell, but then it wouldn't be a secret anymore.

and i like secrets.

i'm far from messed up.

so don't assume i'm drunk or anything because i'm not fair reader.

does anyone really read this?

idk.

oh well.

anyway.

i go home the 23rd.

hopefully.

i'll leave early so i can make the football game that night.

YAY FOOTBALL!

i enjoy watching guys tackle each other.

sometimes they even get hurt.

rugby is better though.

i like rugby.

my insides feel warm.

it's interesting.

anywho.

where the wild things are comes out next week.

i have the funds to see this movie, but no one to go with.

& i hate going somewhere alone when i could go with someone.

i like people.

i like wine too.

i corked my first bottle earlier tonight.

i was like "OH MY GOD D:"

i was scared i'd hurt someone or something or myself.

but i didn't.

it was a major success.

don't tell the president though.

he'd probably enquire that i uncork all the wine bottles and be the official wine bottle opener.

i wonder how much that would pay.

idk.

lenny kravitz is on the tele.

he's awfully cute.

i'm enjoying his plaid scarf.

i have a checkered scarf.

and a gray one with fringe at the end.

and i do admit, i look damn sexy while wearing them.

my plaid highheels are awesome too.

i like plaid.

i like my phone too.

it's so easy to talk to people now.

i have mobile email though i rarely use it.

oh and SUDOKU!

i love that game.

really awesome.

i think i want a tattoo for christmas.

perhaps.

monet loves me btw.

totally crazy about my face.

you'd think she was a 19 yr old boy that had the hots for me.

except she's not trying to kiss my mouth.

she keeps atttacking my nose.

my leg hurts a little.

and i think i'm tired.

i'm not completely sure.

i miss painting though.

it's hard to paint with a three yr old in the house.

she'd want to paint to.

and i'm not sharing my gouache with her.

hell nah.

anything but the paint.

gouache.

whatever.

i'm going to dye my hair black i do believe.

and then bleach strands underneath it.

then dye them red later on.

that'd be cool right?

i think so.

i'll have to beat off the fellas with a fly swat.